(no longer a nanny)Kate

i love pip.

for so many reasons. he's my friend, my confidante, the person i can call anytime for anything. he and b. have been keeping me sane through a stalker situation and the mess i'm in now.

i've been struggling so hard just to keep my head up. tears keep going, and i can't seem to get a grip on anything right now.

and then he tells me some really wonderful things that i wish i could copy and keep forever, but i'm at school and the aim system won't let me copy the words at all. stupid computers. .... but at least i can share this. if it means anything to anyone, and i hope it does, it might help explain where i am. ... i'm sorry i can't say more.

when a question has no correct answer, there is only one honest response. it lies in the gray area between yes and no... silence.
d. brown