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aching too much

sometimes, it just isn't right. and that's ok. but honesty is the way to go. lies make it worse.

it not being right is ok, really. it doesn't make it easy, or painless, but it's ok. i've been kate for 26 years. i'm not going to stop being me, and being happy in the things i have done and will do in my life because someone doesn't love me the way i want to be loved. or because they don't treat me as i see fit. it's ok. this weekend my pookie and pip were here. and i'm thankful for that. we saw lifehouse on sat evening in balto and i loved it. i hadn't heard a lot of their music, but .... wow. everything, and take me away... what else needs to be said???

take me away

this time what i want is You
there is no one else
who can take Your place
this time You burn me with Your eyes
You see past all the lies
You take it all away
i've seen it all
and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing You


take me away
take me away
i've got nothing left to say
just take me away


i try to make my way to You
but still i feel so lost
i don't know what else i can do
i've seen it all
and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing You


take me away
take me away
i've got nothing left to say
just take me away


don't give up on me yet
don't forget who i am
i know i'm not there yet
but don't let me stay here alone


this time what i want is You
there is no one else
who can take Your place
i've seen enough and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing You


take me away
take me away
i've got nothing left to say
just take me away


people may interpret that as they will.... i read it to God, sing it to Him, plead it to Him. how can it really be otherwise??? so thanks to pookie and pip for the intro to lifehouse in such an awesome way. forever indebted. (in many more ways than just those....)

additionally, i'm leaving northern VA soon, and tears have been springing to my eyes in church as i watch my kids, my family... once settled into this family it is hard to leave. so God is taking me away, but that doesn't make it easy or painless... same deal, different situation. through it all, i'm relying on God, pleading as i said, to not give up on me yet, or forget who i am, and remembering all the while, i'm always left needing Him. (really pookie, pip, the sound hit harder than you may know.... thanks)

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